One Week, Feeling Anxious

One week.

In one week’s time, I’ll be racing the dirt-roads of Leadville with 1300 other lycra-clad lunatics.  I’m acclimated and all the training that can be done, has been.  For the next week I’ll enjoy shorter rides of lesser intensity, try to get lots of sleep, eat well and generally try to stay healthy; even have a massage booked for Monday.  Although, I’ve had this nasty sore throat–painful to swallow–for the past few days which I’m not too happy about.  Hopefully I’m not getting sick.  Though, I’ve probably doomed myself by typing those words.

I’m starting to get anxious, nervous about racing, afraid of failure.  It always happens, pre-event jitters, questioning my ability to triumph. I know I’m in great shape and have adjusted well to living at altitude.  But still,  I’ve never ridden 100miles on the mountain-bike and I know it will be painful, a masochists dream.  Let’s be honest, you really must enjoy suffering to be a cyclist.

My goal is to finish in under nine hours, earning me one of those great big Leadville 100 belt-buckles, but I’ll be satisfied with anything under ten hours.  But really, I just want to finish…I just want it over.  Sure I’ll have a great time but I just want it over with so I can relax…and get ready for the September’s Vapor Trail 125, an event that will truly crush my soul and destroy my body.

Enough of that, for now I need to stay focused, remind myself that I am ready for Leadville, that I’m super-bad-ass and will earn myself that belt-buckle.

One week.

Isabelle, my girl.  She’s relaxed and ready to race, it’s me who’s anxious.

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